Hold me Close

My feelings are immense
My beating chest so tense
Your breath desirable against my neck
My name hushed as you embrace
Hold me Close

Your hair dangling on my face
Soft skin silky smooth
My body tingle at you touch
Your Embrace your love never to loose
Hold me Close

Kiss me tender your lips so sweet
In this game of love there is no retreat
I wish to wake with you staring at me
After a night of love making
Hold me Close

My love for you so wild and true
As a swift spear it pierces strait through
Hold your hand in the dark
Walk the void to keep your heart
Hold me Close

Kiss me with the morning dew
The sun it rises simply for you
Ocean waves roar in applause
at your beauty the worlds in awe
and I get your love
Hold me Close

Forever

Twice the heavens cry
they weep for not things lost but given
for joy so deep in beauty uncovered

As they gaze upon such wonder created
a heart so golden they do desire
with arms wide they pull unable to grasp

Love given is there morel wanted
from one who waits to give his heart
twice they cry for beauty seen and sacrifice offered

A pure thing to be loved so whole
every fibre presented without need of return
Love so deep and true hence they weep

Fear defeated its hold forever broken
the past not repeated
for new future is forged

Twice the heavens cry
for your found Joy
and my undying sacrifice.

Dream awake

And now its my turn to be in the dream,
To have reality ripped away from me,
Life it seems is to far away
To know the directions I may stray

For I feel empty, Bleak inside
I need you now before I die
Bring me life and life renewed
For all I am and ever will be is in you

My life so fragile,
Tittering on blades edge
Abyss if desires, pit of sins.
the strait and narrow is sharp and unyielding

My strength has been lessened
Sapped my will to strive
I no longer feel as alive
Alone I'm incompetent, my journey e relevant

My Dream is a nightmare it seems
falling around me into a sea
A torrent of ideas and disbelieve
I'm Calling to you, to breath in me
For alone my life is not what id like to dream

Live it

Don't be scared, get excited. Life's an adventure no point to fight it.

 Enjoy the good, learn from the bad. Always fall back on your Heavenly dad.

 Never worry it get's you nowhere, just try figure out there to go from there.

 Don't let history repeat itself

 Grab onto the good and let it bring you wealth.

Besige me

Death to final
Your breath desirable, on my knees I scream
Justice be brought to me
What sin do you see

Do I differ
My efforts a whisper
Where's the glory, Even a glimmer
So where do I lack

In circles I spin
Warping my emotions it begins
Tormented by not knowing enough
Questioning my being

Ill find no answer her
Nothing but despair
I'm Weak, numb, forsaken to myself
Why do I beg, scream devotions
Without what seems a glimpse of hope for change

The light to dim, Voice a whisper
Around me sways chaos
Scream to me through the Frey
So I can listen and obey

Weakened and weary
Timid and dreary
Abandoned I cry when I have noting on my side
Your love all I need

Be strength when strength is needed
So I can bring your glory
Not lay on the ground
For your words brings not death
But freedom from all I am

Calling

Is it so hard for you to love

To care for someone not of your blood

I cant comprehend the devastation you cause

When to the broken and hurt you close the doors

gods heart cries for you to love,

yet all you do is stand there and judge,

do you mock me for listening to the disregarded?

where do you invest you time, all set in your ways, stupid and blind

Do you think you van do the job of the maker,

passing judgement on your peers, don't be a fool

its not your position. Your task is not to make his decision

don't be concerned don't even think it.

Just Love the unloved, Accept the social outcasts,
Don't be the same, Fall with the worlds shame.
Just love not for what they do, but because he loves them.
This is our calling To love not let them keep falling.

Inamorata Adios

Condescending emotions Obliterating self-worth,

Misunderstandings enumerating complications

Frustration indignation, exasperation

Glee & delight are far from sight

Encouragement my requisite

Philanthropy a delusion a fabrication of those most fortunate

Misery tenebrosity, paltriness

Life Less Love

un-heard feelings

When I say goodbye, I die just a little inside.
Its hard for me to explain, the feelings I refrain.
If I could clearly tell you how I miss you dearly.
I don't want to sound a fool, but I truly do love you,
When ever we part, you take with you my heart.
I desperately wish you would know, the sorrow I don't show
For when you are not in sight I feel like I'm fighting for my life.

Shallow Words

"Clash of swords and screams of sorrow,

Enter into my deathly hollow,

listen now to my lies my wicked tongue,

I will offer you riches but provide you with none.

Anguish and despair you will find here,

Yet beauty and praise it will first appear.

By the way of the world you will be ensnared

A path easily taken, for those who don't care.

My words are careful, planned and enticing
Many souls have been found wanting,
I'm a cunning creature don't tread lightly
For my tongue always has a sliver lining.

Come hither child, I will listen,
Fill your dreams with things that glistens
But all that shines are not riches.
Be careful of me for I am most wicked"

The enemy speaks with words exciting,
Things that seem to bring good tidings
Fear not if you are confused and weary,
For the Lord my God is mighty and caring

If unsure if the words are shallow,
Follow the scripture and truth will follow.
For the sly one only Robs cheats and destroys,
My God however brings endless joys.

So be cautious when listing to your heart,
For three voices can tear you apart,
One speaks truth and full of life,
The other Lies, with which the third justifies.

PMR

My responsibility to so share truth in love

Your response is you responsibility

Simply Love

Surrounded by people yet swallowed by loneliness

The need to share expanding day by day

Calm cool composure slowing giving way to the anguish inside

Not for me but the world that I reside.

People lack that which is most important

Focusing only on what can be imported

Not on the eternal, the ever lasting

I look around and see greed hatred and self pleasing.

Love

Am I alone in my battle, to spread what it right?

My thoughts so confused, am I the only one who can see

How much of Love we truly need.

Unconditional, not limited or rational.

At times I want to scream and shout

Even at those who appear to give out.

The fake and false the self proclaimers

Seeking fame in their so called deeds.

To love is not simply to tolerate,

But rather to obliterate segregation, discrimination.

Its time to love the unloved

Not just the popular the high achievers

We must deconstruct our mentality

Enter into a new reality

Stop living rationally, Live with morality

This expostulation will aid you to come into new realisation

Seek new revelation, not explanation.

Just love

Sustenance

Why cant life be the same, Why cant you let go

Massing torrents of emotions, colours swirling adding to the pain

My heart boils with frustration, the beast wanting to escape

Rage set loose, anger, pain and fire its release....

Why wont the monster calm, what keeps fuelling its lust.

Pressure multiplying....

I want to explode to let loose my anger on the world, my hurt my loneliness,

No one seems to care, to understand my heart is not my own, its been torn and and tossed.

Beaten and broken, it can no longer live inside of me.

My paroxysm is not at you, not at me but at my dissimilar views, my understandings.

I want to be whole again, but I can never be.

The battle I'm in is now for eternity, the pain I feel will swell and grow,

Until my task fulfilled I must harbour this encumbrance.

Chain my monster and shoulder the mass of the broken hearted.

Lost Peace

What happened to the quiet, the still the silent

When did this torment break out

like a pond littered with falling stones

my mind ripples, spreading in a multitude of directions

Ricocheting of the edge and back into the fray

the torrent of doubts, willing themselves in

Who brings the quiet, who stills the waves

Finding truth in disarray

Unbeatable

Through the ashes, through the pain, Love will rule again,

It can not stay down, it cannot let others reign.

Through the anguish through the strain, Love will manage to conquer again.

Through the dark, through the deceit, Love will find a way

Hope

“And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” - Romans 8:28

Betrayal and Rebuilding

Morality doesn't exist, where are the honest ones

Integrity seems hollow, where are the honest ones

Confrontability is a myth, where are the honest ones

Love is not returned, where are the honest ones

They are in hiding, skulking from the lies and deceit. Not wanting to be hurt, frail creatures they are.

Only a few stand strong, where are they, where are the strong ones who stand honest and true, beings of legend.

They are beaten and broken taking the pain on there shoulders, strength fleeting hope fading.

Why do they stand so alone in a sea of peers, they stand alone amongst the fake, the hollow the weak.

Come together honest ones, seek each other, stand out. show your openness your confrontability your integrity, your morality your love.

Don't be taken for granted, don't sell yourself short honest ones, your are needed, you may be let down but stand firm in your truth.

Morality doesn't exist, where are the honest ones. Change the wicked

Integrity seems hollow, where are the honest ones. Stand up to the false

confrontability is a myth, where are the honest ones. Don't shut yourself from the world

Love is not returned, where are the honest ones. Love as your are loved. through the pain, the hurt and the lies. Love

Anguish

Breaking, grinding, dry and deserted

Alone and empty, contemplating why

Confusion, frustration massed as one

and overwhelming sensation on abandonment

waiting is for nothing, the future uncertain.

Change is imminent and painful, the taste of bile rich and potent swamps my soul, pure bitterness at the foolishness of some.

Stumped, silenced, distraught and sorrowful.

When will the pain subside, when will the dark become light.

Ask and Gain

Haze sweeping

Reality fleeting

Conciousness depleting

Life leaving

Emotions Prickling

Fear not Fleeting

Thoughts congealing

Doubts descending

Confusion unravelling

Beliefs baffling

Questions not asked

Answer's not given.

Ambition

You must believe you could go far.

Don’t be cutting yourself sparse

Do not laugh for it will be hard

You must give it you heart, Once you start.

You must understand, how amazing you are

Put your hands up and reach for the stars

For those our there who think the world will make you sink into a brink of ultimate stink, let this be a reminder to all of you, you who have been blessed with confidence, this is for you in how to say that the intelligent and brilliant, not the illiterate or idiots, Gain an adapted, perception of situations in there location would allow you to enjoy the creation of certain calculations and amalgamation, possibly also the truth in accusations, adapted perceptions of the indentation of the foreseen alligations which would allow you to make propositions good decisions on the spot, but don’t discriminate against other people, because the cant elaborate or illustrate just how feeble they truly are, when compared to you an unlikely star.

You must believe you could go far.

Don’t be cutting yourself sparse

Do not laugh for it will be hard

You must give it you heart, Once you start.

You must understand, how amazing you are

Put your hands up and reach for the stars

You are not a mistake not a second take, and although they may feel fake, the words in this will not shake the meaning, for these word shall not be fleeting I hope you are still listening, if not you should be believing the fact that my words are leaving true purpose and meaning, but my previous statements about still stand sound, your an incredible person, so stick around, don't lay in the ground, run with your dreams your wonderful schemes, don't let them fall apart at the seems, stand firm in the seas of doubt and disbelief, don't let failure spoil your sleep, instead take a leap of confidence in your predicaments because you truly are..... Brilliant :) your independent, your original, you unstoppable, don’t be unsociable don’t hide how wonderful how whimsical you can be, you need to believe, you can achieve all your wildest dreams. Don’t get blown around like leaves.

You must believe you could go far.

Don’t be cutting yourself sparse

Do not laugh for it will be hard

You must give it you heart, Once you start.

You must understand, how amazing you are

Put your hands up and reach for the stars

Don’t be pushed around stand you ground the incompetent think is relevant to rule with corruption, malevolence, deceit and violence. They reject thoughts to be kind with honour and respect. And I’m done with that as a matter of fact I’m making a pact never to react not to hit back, I wont be slack, fall into there pack. I’m my own identity, in my own reality quite happily living without mortality, but pure morality. But it must come to and end to stop the tyrants and give room for you. The Intelligent and Brilliant, the new generation, who will shock the nation with your innovation and cooperation, your amalgamation of corporations, to achieve stabilization thought civilisation so be brazen and don’t fear humiliation, embrace realisation adaptation, be who you are, Give it you heart, and reach for the stars….

Capitulated

The Waylander wanders upon a gap of Why.

Two side tugging and his only mind

The buts and if's, the should's and should not's

The Could be's and wont's

Spinning down into the dark abyss never to be seen again

But constantly heard.

The surrounding banks on either side

Are to far gone for his hands to pry

In desperation the astray one jumps

Just is his course yet the way is lost

Aimlessly the wayward walks

Fighting through absent thoughts

There is no sense to be found in this contorted mind

Only discernible amount of amaranthine time

Never Ceasing to Begin, Never Starting to End.