un-heard feelings

When I say goodbye, I die just a little inside.
Its hard for me to explain, the feelings I refrain.
If I could clearly tell you how I miss you dearly.
I don't want to sound a fool, but I truly do love you,
When ever we part, you take with you my heart.
I desperately wish you would know, the sorrow I don't show
For when you are not in sight I feel like I'm fighting for my life.

Shallow Words

"Clash of swords and screams of sorrow,

Enter into my deathly hollow,

listen now to my lies my wicked tongue,

I will offer you riches but provide you with none.

Anguish and despair you will find here,

Yet beauty and praise it will first appear.

By the way of the world you will be ensnared

A path easily taken, for those who don't care.

My words are careful, planned and enticing
Many souls have been found wanting,
I'm a cunning creature don't tread lightly
For my tongue always has a sliver lining.

Come hither child, I will listen,
Fill your dreams with things that glistens
But all that shines are not riches.
Be careful of me for I am most wicked"

The enemy speaks with words exciting,
Things that seem to bring good tidings
Fear not if you are confused and weary,
For the Lord my God is mighty and caring

If unsure if the words are shallow,
Follow the scripture and truth will follow.
For the sly one only Robs cheats and destroys,
My God however brings endless joys.

So be cautious when listing to your heart,
For three voices can tear you apart,
One speaks truth and full of life,
The other Lies, with which the third justifies.

PMR

My responsibility to so share truth in love

Your response is you responsibility

Simply Love

Surrounded by people yet swallowed by loneliness

The need to share expanding day by day

Calm cool composure slowing giving way to the anguish inside

Not for me but the world that I reside.

People lack that which is most important

Focusing only on what can be imported

Not on the eternal, the ever lasting

I look around and see greed hatred and self pleasing.

Love

Am I alone in my battle, to spread what it right?

My thoughts so confused, am I the only one who can see

How much of Love we truly need.

Unconditional, not limited or rational.

At times I want to scream and shout

Even at those who appear to give out.

The fake and false the self proclaimers

Seeking fame in their so called deeds.

To love is not simply to tolerate,

But rather to obliterate segregation, discrimination.

Its time to love the unloved

Not just the popular the high achievers

We must deconstruct our mentality

Enter into a new reality

Stop living rationally, Live with morality

This expostulation will aid you to come into new realisation

Seek new revelation, not explanation.

Just love

Sustenance

Why cant life be the same, Why cant you let go

Massing torrents of emotions, colours swirling adding to the pain

My heart boils with frustration, the beast wanting to escape

Rage set loose, anger, pain and fire its release....

Why wont the monster calm, what keeps fuelling its lust.

Pressure multiplying....

I want to explode to let loose my anger on the world, my hurt my loneliness,

No one seems to care, to understand my heart is not my own, its been torn and and tossed.

Beaten and broken, it can no longer live inside of me.

My paroxysm is not at you, not at me but at my dissimilar views, my understandings.

I want to be whole again, but I can never be.

The battle I'm in is now for eternity, the pain I feel will swell and grow,

Until my task fulfilled I must harbour this encumbrance.

Chain my monster and shoulder the mass of the broken hearted.

Lost Peace

What happened to the quiet, the still the silent

When did this torment break out

like a pond littered with falling stones

my mind ripples, spreading in a multitude of directions

Ricocheting of the edge and back into the fray

the torrent of doubts, willing themselves in

Who brings the quiet, who stills the waves

Finding truth in disarray

Unbeatable

Through the ashes, through the pain, Love will rule again,

It can not stay down, it cannot let others reign.

Through the anguish through the strain, Love will manage to conquer again.

Through the dark, through the deceit, Love will find a way