Forever

Twice the heavens cry
they weep for not things lost but given
for joy so deep in beauty uncovered

As they gaze upon such wonder created
a heart so golden they do desire
with arms wide they pull unable to grasp

Love given is there morel wanted
from one who waits to give his heart
twice they cry for beauty seen and sacrifice offered

A pure thing to be loved so whole
every fibre presented without need of return
Love so deep and true hence they weep

Fear defeated its hold forever broken
the past not repeated
for new future is forged

Twice the heavens cry
for your found Joy
and my undying sacrifice.

Dream awake

And now its my turn to be in the dream,
To have reality ripped away from me,
Life it seems is to far away
To know the directions I may stray

For I feel empty, Bleak inside
I need you now before I die
Bring me life and life renewed
For all I am and ever will be is in you

My life so fragile,
Tittering on blades edge
Abyss if desires, pit of sins.
the strait and narrow is sharp and unyielding

My strength has been lessened
Sapped my will to strive
I no longer feel as alive
Alone I'm incompetent, my journey e relevant

My Dream is a nightmare it seems
falling around me into a sea
A torrent of ideas and disbelieve
I'm Calling to you, to breath in me
For alone my life is not what id like to dream

Live it

Don't be scared, get excited. Life's an adventure no point to fight it.

 Enjoy the good, learn from the bad. Always fall back on your Heavenly dad.

 Never worry it get's you nowhere, just try figure out there to go from there.

 Don't let history repeat itself

 Grab onto the good and let it bring you wealth.

Besige me

Death to final
Your breath desirable, on my knees I scream
Justice be brought to me
What sin do you see

Do I differ
My efforts a whisper
Where's the glory, Even a glimmer
So where do I lack

In circles I spin
Warping my emotions it begins
Tormented by not knowing enough
Questioning my being

Ill find no answer her
Nothing but despair
I'm Weak, numb, forsaken to myself
Why do I beg, scream devotions
Without what seems a glimpse of hope for change

The light to dim, Voice a whisper
Around me sways chaos
Scream to me through the Frey
So I can listen and obey

Weakened and weary
Timid and dreary
Abandoned I cry when I have noting on my side
Your love all I need

Be strength when strength is needed
So I can bring your glory
Not lay on the ground
For your words brings not death
But freedom from all I am

Calling

Is it so hard for you to love

To care for someone not of your blood

I cant comprehend the devastation you cause

When to the broken and hurt you close the doors

gods heart cries for you to love,

yet all you do is stand there and judge,

do you mock me for listening to the disregarded?

where do you invest you time, all set in your ways, stupid and blind

Do you think you van do the job of the maker,

passing judgement on your peers, don't be a fool

its not your position. Your task is not to make his decision

don't be concerned don't even think it.

Just Love the unloved, Accept the social outcasts,
Don't be the same, Fall with the worlds shame.
Just love not for what they do, but because he loves them.
This is our calling To love not let them keep falling.

Inamorata Adios

Condescending emotions Obliterating self-worth,

Misunderstandings enumerating complications

Frustration indignation, exasperation

Glee & delight are far from sight

Encouragement my requisite

Philanthropy a delusion a fabrication of those most fortunate

Misery tenebrosity, paltriness

Life Less Love

un-heard feelings

When I say goodbye, I die just a little inside.
Its hard for me to explain, the feelings I refrain.
If I could clearly tell you how I miss you dearly.
I don't want to sound a fool, but I truly do love you,
When ever we part, you take with you my heart.
I desperately wish you would know, the sorrow I don't show
For when you are not in sight I feel like I'm fighting for my life.